Sadness fills my heart, but I put on a brave face – you don’t want to see me blue. But, how can I not be brokenhearted comparing how we were to how we are now? I excuse myself and go to the other room to get the things I need to get you ready – clothes, makeup, perfume… You want to look your best. I look upwards and pat my lower eyelid dry. Keep it together.
Walking back into the room, I smile, filled with my love for you. I had vowed to take care of you, and I will – it’s my duty, my job. The moisturizer has dried; time for the clothes. Carefully, I lift your arms and put your favorite summer dress on you. You used to stop and smell all the flowers whenever we would go out. I used to get mad – it slowed us down. Now, I realize that you were pausing moments and making them last forever.
I hope you like my makeup job. First, it’s the foundation – I dab it, making sure it’s spread evenly. Then, blush. But not too much – we’re not dressing you up as a clown. I even add touches of bronzer for contour. I hope you’re proud. Blue eyeshadow, just like your eyes – calming. Powder pink lipstick glides
The spark from your eyes has gone. Oh, Carla, what am I going to do without you?
Just as I spritz some perfume on you, I am told that the funeral guests are starting to gather.
Stay golden,

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Fiction or not, I would like to send love and hugs to the person who has to say goodbye – and wish Carla a good journey. 💗
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That’s very nice of you, Stefanie. I can only imagine how hard it must be. Prepping strangers is one thing, but your loved ones…
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gosh… this made me sad 💔🥺
~B
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I think Carla would be happy to have her husband (who knows what she likes, etc.) do it rather than a stranger. So there is a positive to that. And I think the husband is glad to be able to ‘be there’ for his wife in some way.
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Quick and piercing.
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Thanks.
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Oh my goodness, this was heartbreaking and rueful. You have a talent for drawing us into the story right away and making us feel for the characters. Brilliantly done, my friend.
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Thank you for your kind words. I’m glad to be able to share what I feel with you all.
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Thank you for that kindness as well. ^_^
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Carla was lucky to have the loving hand spruce her up; the process itself is immaterial, what counts is the love invested in the process.
— Greatvampire
http://www.friendsofthegreatvampire.wordpress.com
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So well said!
Thanks for stopping by and commenting.
I’m a bit behind on comments/writing/etc. but I will be by your blog by the end of the week (if not today).
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Salty tears to flavor my meal tonight…heartbreakingly well written. 😊
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Awww. What a kind thing to say.
I think writing has a great ability to add flavor to our lives as both – the writer and the reader.
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These keep getting better and better!
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Thank you.
I’m enjoying this month’s challenge so far – it stirs up all sorts of ideas – large and small.
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There is nothing I can say that hasn’t said before.
You truly are able to do any genre!
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Thank you for making me believe that I can do kid’s stories, too!
There’s definitely stuff that I am more comfortable than other, but I enjoy switching things up. As with my interests in life – different things at different times to keep things interesting.
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This one I caught on to quickly. It’s sad, but happy at the same time. The person applying makeup to the deceased is doing it with love and care. Short & bittersweet.
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Yes, there definitely is a duality of emotion in this one.
Thanks for reading!
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Oh, this made me so emotional 🥲. I realised from the beginning what it was about, but you wrote it so beautifully, I wondered if it was true. I’m still unsure. You are a brilliant writer and you draw me in every time I read your posts. I hope that you’re okay and that Carla, whether she’s real or imagined, rests in peace.
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Thank you, Ellie!
Most of my creative writing is fiction. Although, there are bits and pieces of me in there. I enjoy writing realistic things.
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Nicely written, I thought it was about rejection I never thought of separation, two different feelings.
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Indeed they are.
Thanks for stopping by.
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Awn, that was a tragic revelation. Well played! Got to look good for the living and the dead. 😀
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There’s always someone watching!
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Thank you!
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Loving the emotion and quiet imagery in this soulful piece that shares its heart through the title and beyond! ❤
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Fished this comment out of my Spam. Pesky little thing. I’m glad I looked.
Thank you, Layla for reading this piece and leaving such a beautiful comment.
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